My Life As An Existential Nightmare

from Gender Ender by Kids' Table

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I had a dream, I had a dream, I had a dream
An existential nightmare if you will
It lingered with me all day
It would not leave my brain
Should I say 'cause maybe you'll change your mind
Or do I stay silent because
Maybe I'm the reason you decide
But who'd want to know
How they die

I had a dream, I had a dream
Where the world was ending
And as the moon grew closer to the earth
I had no doubt that you'd stay with me
You held me close to the very end
And when I awoke, I couldn't breathe
Because now I know how it feels
To die

And I had a dream, I had a dream
Where my parents thought I'd fail
I had a dream where I could never find the trail
I had a dream where no one could hear me
And I had a dream where
Everyone laughed at me
I had a dream where I finally met you
I had a dream, I had a dream
Where I did not have to let you go
'Cause who'd want to let
You go

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from Gender Ender, released June 2, 2017

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